I am feeling the fluctuations of energies still dancing me after yesterday's full moon and lunar eclipse. There is a struggle of the parts of myself that are emerging and wish to be seen, heard and felt. Then the parts of myself as old patterns of ways that I was living my life, that don't necessarily wish to let go and not be taking the lead any longer. A very real dance going on. My sense for today is not to push through with my new thoughts of how I am choosing to be living my life now, yet to be gentle with myself. Allow the old patterns that have reached their "use-by-date", like on a carton of milk, to be thanked and acknowledged. Not killed off or ignored. Really letting myself honor those patterns that sustained me up until now. See the lessons I have learned because of those patterns and add those lessons learned to my life toolbox. I am grateful for them, even though the patterns could be destructive and painful. While all this honoring is going on of the past patterns, almost simultaneously, I begin to get ideas and feelings of confidence and a tapping into a Source within me that has waited patiently for so long. Waiting for this moment in time/space to be born into life. I can feel it coming up from within me and also have a sense that I am supported from the Divine "above", if you will. I guess the saying - as above, so below - is really feeling like it is an actual event for me right now. Perhaps, for you as well? The dance isn't necessarily easy or clear in its steps. There are a lot of stepping on toes and slipping and even a trip here and there. I guess my words of wisdom for myself and you the reader is to be gentle, kind and patient with yourself. Even though so much around us is saying hurry, hurry, hurry.....dance faster!!
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mary trela
9/18/2016 06:01:22 pm
I glanced over this on Friday during work, knowing I would get back to it over the weekend. It meant much more to me today than it would have on Friday. I cant believe how well you captured what was going on in your heart as well as mine. I thank you for the reminder to be gentle. I see now it would be good to go back and reread in a week and see how it resonates with me then also.
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